It's been 120 days. It's not much, but enough to get myself a life here apparently. I didn't know anyone when I came here, yeah I'd skyped with my host family, once. Otherwise I was on my own. It was scary but such an amazing feeling. I could be whoever I wanted, forget about the past few years, start over. I think that's the main reason I'm so happy here, I don't worry about people judging me because of my mistakes in the past. Before I came here you could almost say I hated Finland, or my hometown, but now I just look back at it as the place where my family lives, I met my bestfriends and spent an awesome childhood, I've started to appreciate Finland a lot more now, people have it so good there and to be honest I miss it most days.. The language, weather and people. But for now England is good for me.