It's hard to be a friend that everybody wants. My personality has changed a lot in the last year and I've become more the person I've always wanted to be, but some of my friends have had a hard time to accept that. I've tried to live up to many peoples expectations and needs, that I've forgotten how to be 'me', it was like my thoughts wouldn't matter or that my opinion wouldn't help anyone.
Now I've started to say my own opinions. Mostly to my friends. And I'd love to give some advice and help and tell other ways to look at different things or in the way I see it... but I've learned that there are people who don't want to hear mine or other peoples opinions, and don't want to take any help. So I've decided that if people can't take me as I am, they don't have to, I don't want to be a burden for others and I don't want to hurt no one, so I'll stay away, because I can't be with someone who doesn't accept the real me.