Hope

“I still hope with every fiber of my being, every ounce of my shattered soul, that in the end. Its you and me. The way it should have been when we first started. I should’ve held you and kissed you with the passion that you gave me every time. But I couldn’t. I wasn’t ready for reckless and dangerous feelings. I was still stuck in unhealthy, controlling, addiction. You made me the center of your life but I didn’t do that for you. I’m sorry. Im sorry im sorry im sorry I'm sorry. I'll tattoo those words all across my body if you want but please just quit hating me. Hate hurts my heart and I know I’ve done enough to you but my fucking god im so sorry.”

-Jasmine