Hands

Jag tycker att händer är en av de mest fascinerande och vackraste kroppsdel som människor har. Jag vet inte riktigt vad det är som gör dem så vackra, det är som om de har en historia, en hemlighet. De har känt något som ingen annan kan föreställa sig, som en person. Jag skulle säga att händer är intima och det gör dem vackra.

I think hands are one of the most fascinating and most beautiful body part that people have. I don't really know what it is that makes them so beautiful, it's like they have a story, a secret. They have felt something that no one other can imagine, like a person. I think that hands are intimate and that makes them beautiful.

- Iines

This Is What It Is To Be Happy

“It’s like the people who believe they’ll be happy if they go and live somewhere else,

but who learn it doesn’t work that way. Wherever you go, you take yourself with you.

If you see what I mean.”

“I felt my lungs inflate with the onrush of scenery—air, mountains, trees, people. I thought,

“This is what it is to be happy.”

-Jasmine

Hope

“I still hope with every fiber of my being, every ounce of my shattered soul, that in the end. Its you and me. The way it should have been when we first started. I should’ve held you and kissed you with the passion that you gave me every time. But I couldn’t. I wasn’t ready for reckless and dangerous feelings. I was still stuck in unhealthy, controlling, addiction. You made me the center of your life but I didn’t do that for you. I’m sorry. Im sorry im sorry im sorry I'm sorry. I'll tattoo those words all across my body if you want but please just quit hating me. Hate hurts my heart and I know I’ve done enough to you but my fucking god im so sorry.”

-Jasmine

I Believe In Us

I don't believe in love at the first sight. When I first saw you I had no idea you'd be the reason I smile so much, laugh so loud and care so deeply. I don't believe in love at first sight, I just believe in us.

- Iines

Tumblr Thoughts

“And as I was walking home, my bare feet on the pavement, the smell of spring and curiosity all over, the sun on my face, I took a deep, heavy breath of the evening air as if it was my first time ever, and I thought: maybe this is it. 
Maybe it’s as simple as this, maybe this is what we stay alive for.”

-Jasmine

''Sometimes you need

To travel halfway

Across the country

Or even halfway

Across the world

To find where you

Truly belong.''

-Jasmine

One day

One day,
when I wake up

 at 3 am, 

unable to sleep,
I will look next to me,

 and you will be there.
Sleeping peacefully
beside me
and suddenly,
the world won't seem
so lonely.

- Iines

Dog fever

Har haft värtsa hundfebern på gång nu kanske i n månad. Skulle vaträvligt o ha en hund! Men de får vänta ännu i 3-4 år.. Måste få studierna klart innan jag kan börja tänka på nåra husdjur.

I have had the worst dog fever in about a month. It would be so nice to have a dog! But I'm gonna wait about 3-4 years before I get one, 'cause I know I can't have any pets while I'm studying.

- Iines

Tumblr thoughts

"Don’t text me. Don’t text me tonight. Don’t text me when you are drunk. Don’t text me at 4 am when you can’t find sleep. Even when you find one of my bobby pins in your room, don’t text me. Even when you have nothing else to do, don’t text me. Even when you find one of my belongings in your house, don’t text me. Even when you think you’re missing me, don’t text me. It’s just your mind fucking up with your heart. Same for when you want to fuck, don’t text me. Text one of your booty calls. When you are craving for love, don’t text me. When you are bored, don’t text me. Don’t ever text me. Delete my number. Delete me from your memories." 

''If someone wants you in their life, they'll make room for you. You shouldn't have to fight for a spot. 

Never, ever insist yourself to someone who continuously overlooks your worth.''

-Jasmine

'I can't breathe' I typed as I breathed.

The sun loved the moon so much,
he died every night to let her breathe.

- Iines

Three words, eight letters

'I have given you so many chances to understand that I love you

So many that everyone else already knows

And they look at me with pleading eyes as if they wanted to apologize

for the love you're not willing to give me '

-Jasmine

It's just an idea in your head that keeps you from being yourself

''It's silly isn't it, you're surrounded by people who love you but you can't stop thinking of the one who doesn't.'' 

''The best education you will ever get is traveling. Nothing teaches you more than exploring the world and accumulating experiences.''

Midday thoughts, doodling in my cute calendar and admiring my new vest and choker. Soon I'll go into town to meet a friend otherwise I have no plans until sunday when I'm heading off to London where I have plans to meet a finnish au pair and hopefully buy a (much needed) new pair of shoes. 20 days.

-Jasmine

I wanna hide the truth

You were broken glass but I still touched you even though I knew I would get hurt.

I don't know what's more tragic, that I keep looking for you everywhere I go, or that you're never there.

'I need you to tell me it's okay' she whispered, but the only thing she got int return was silence.

-Jasmine

For my love

If you are going to fall in love with me, it's only fair that you know what you fall in love with.

You're falling in love with my insecurities and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You're falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated , my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be clingy.You fall in love with my troubled past, and with my hopes and my dreams, and how I'm a hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But, you also fall in love with the way my eyes will smile when I'm with you, the way I'll text you in the mornings just telling you hope you have a great day.You're falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way how I blush when people ask me about you. But to me,the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.

- Iines